continuing my trend of watching 2-3 movies everyday (these days m lucky to have tht kinda time), today i watched pursuit of happiness again. its so immensely inspiring. anyone, whose faith, confidence and the motivation to go on has plummeted due to one reason or the other SHOULD watch this movie. Others should watch it too. How can a man fail innumerable times and still go on and on and on even though evrything around him is cracking down day by day. Well sheer strong will and truly the PURSUIT of HAPPYNESS (thts how they spell it in the movie) being the driving force. Sounds familiar? ofcourse it will for all of us are in pursuit of happiness, bt are our efforts in our little lives congruent with what we want, i guess no. So il try hard to be like Chris Gardener and work hard for when the going gets tough, truly the tough gets going.

2 ppl died today as they were not allowed to access emergency medical services. A 60 year old man had a heart attack and a 22 year old youth accidentally electrocuted. the common thing between them- they couldve been saved, had it not been for the chakkajaam courtsey VHP. Everybody involved in the useless feat have the blame on their heads now. But this will continue. After all tht we have suffered cz of religious fanatism in India, it still continues and on a larger and crazier scale. And the unfortunate truth- the common man is not involved in it, he does not want it. I wonder till when will Rahul Gandhi be hopeful about somethin which is completely hopeless already, our social structure. If it continues this way, Mr. Gandhi will regret the day he plunged into this mess thinkin he will make a difference. i hope tht day never comes.

Steadfastness and Discipline are the cornerstones of achieving success and doin ur bit. Yielding to distractions is habit of the weak. What is weakness of thought and will? just a state of mind. Its just a matter of realizing how much each one of us is capable of. When we have it in us, why not bring it out? Dont be scared to put in the effort, of even churning out urself to do ur bit. Its worth it. Not only professionally, but also mentally and spiritually. Its time for me to decide who holds the reins for something as important as my life, the higher mind or the weaker one. Is it even a question? Do i have a choice here. no. But how many times ive ended up makin the wrong choice. Many times. And why am I writing this here? To make me think, to make u think, what choice are we making right now and in days to come. whenever i read this atleast, ill make the right choice. Afterall its sort of a public commitment now. :)

its ironical how a lil effort can change so mch bt how u wont make tht effort until ur supposed to or destined to. Even if uve been thinkin of doin tht lil bit for a long time, it jst happens wen it has to.
wel i made my lil effort today and m thankful to God for the result.

However hard it is to get the mind out frm runnin in the grooves it has made for long (read developin a habit), it is always worth it if tht improves ur life and makes u feel better abt things even a wee bit. so go make tht effort and dont jst sit there. BUT and the big but here comes in, clear thinking shud be the basis of this effort, its time to make sure things are done right.

everyday i decide tht i wont let any "energy leaks" (rings a bell?, no ? read monk who sold his ferrari, and ull never regret readin tht book). So i plan not to hav energy leaks but i end up wid dat happenin thruout the day. I let mind run in those grooves again. Bt failure wont stop me frm trying again and again till I get wt I want, wt i think is right, and wt will make God happy. :). We owe God tht mch, hes doin so mch for all of us.

Hi Everyone! m jst starting out.
This should be fun as I am getting back to writing after a long time.
Hope i retain the spark.